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KarkatxReader: Forever

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KarkatxReader: Forever

Trigger Warnings: #major character death #suicide #death of matesprit
Authors Note: This is sadstuck! If any of this makes you uncomfortable please don't read, this is merely to invoke feels and not advocate suicide. Continue if you would like and if you do please enjoy.

I'd loved him for so long, underneath the hard exterior he presented Karkat was actually a very kind troll. Kar was kind and loving and the most amazing troll I'd ever met.

And now he was gone.

I stared at the black headstone before me with blank (e/c) eyes. The grey writing that spelled out his name seemed so unreal, like the special effects in a crappy 90s movie. But it was real and this wasn't a movie, this was my cold, dark reality.

My lips trembled as I stated at the small picture of him. "You promised..." I murmured, a tear rolling down my cheek. "You promised you'd never leave me alone...that we'd be together forever. Why did you lie?"

Silence was my answer. A quiet sob escaped my lips as I reached into my pocket.

The gun glinted a malicious black in the sunlight. Absently I ran my fingers over it's sleek surface, taking in every last detail of my coming demise.

With fluid movements I brought the gun to rest at my temple, a small smile forming in my lips. In my head I began a silent count down.

Five.

I turned off the safety, my pulse raced at the sound of the gun clicking.

Four.

My palms started to sweat. Maybe I was being overly dramatic? Karkat wouldn't have wanted this! Kar would have wanted me to live my life, long and happy.

Three.

No. Regardless of what Karkat would think this felt right. I knew life was well meaningless without my matesprit. He meant more than life to me and I would do whatever it takes to see him again.

Two.

A kind of calm enveloped me as my finger wrapped around the trigger. I smiled just a bit.

One.

I touched my hand to the small photo of my matesprit.

"I love you Karkat. I'll see you shortly, and this time we'll really be together forever."

Zero.

BANG!
Okay so that was really depressing. Okay so I really hope you guys enjoyed that (maybe go read something sorta happy now). So yay two in one night, fantastic. Enjoy guys! And again if there are any errors or you just want to critique it please let me know in the comments!

Karkat belongs to Hussie

You belong to yourself.
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TohruHinada's avatar
dammit. i started crying by the third sentence. why karkat whyyyyyyy